So some more complaining on the way so be warned...I'm still strugling with things to do art wise...my oil paintings are going well but i have to compete with a winging husband that doesnt like the smell of turps...so i try to do some less smelly digital work only to find myself comparing my work with the best of the best so of course i'm so not satisfied with my shitty efforts...then i try to go back to my pencils...which are hard to find due to the fact that my kids keep pinching them...even my good mechanical pencils which cost me a fortune so im forced to work with 2 old pooey pencils and cotton tips for blending (blenders got nabbed too!!)
I think I'm just putting a lot of pressure on myself because i know in 9 weeks "Le Gasp" I will be having my baby and alllll the time in the world for the next year will be devoted to the baby....I only recently got used to having more spare time when my youngest turned 3 and gives me more space...she even lets me go to the toilet by myself now...hooray!!!
Although as much as I winge about it I don't think I'd change it for the world...this will definately be my last baby as I have booked my self in for a tubuligation after the baby is born so no more babies for me...I had to make that decision before I ended up with 50 kids....I enjoy the company of infants too much i think.
So goodbye freedom and goodbye spare time....no more worrying about art block when theres no time to "art" lol.
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